Naturally, I don't know who reads this blog, what is your age, your education level, your knowledge and interests. Well, I do know of at least one interest of yours... but none the less, against all that they taught me in collage about writing, I do not know who I am talking to. Therefore, I generally pretend that I am writing to Princess K or, at times, to myself. I am saying all that because this morning I had an interesting mental reference as to how I felt. I really wanted to touch myself, just simply to hold what's mine (or was mine? ) firmly in my hand. Princess K is going out of town for a few days, maybe that had something to do with my frustration and angst. Just then I was suddenly reminded of that famous scene from "Midnight Express". In this 70's movie a us citizen Billy Hayes, is sentenced for life in a Turkish prison for attempting to smuggle some hash back to America. Anyway, Billy’s girlfriend comes to
visit him in prison after a couple of years.
Since there’s no porn in
prison, Billy is more interested in what’s underneath her dress than her face.
Instead of getting mushy, Billy gets straight to the point and asks her to unbutton
her top. So she does, crying at the state her extremely horny boyfriend
is in, and actually presses her left breast onto the glass barrier that divides
the inmates from the visitors. And our friend Billy is trying his level best to
get a hold of it, while she keeps pressing herself onto the glass harder! I'm sure you all have seen it. It is even, quite unexpectedly, turns us on.
So there I was this morning, feeling like Billy, trying to get hold of my "visitor" as it was pressed against the clear plastic divider between us.
It is at moments like this that I find myself at a mental impasse. What state am I in? Feeling discontent for not being able to get what I want, yet in my brain, waves of emotions quenching my body with a secret potion . It has been said before that the mind is the sexiest part of the human body. All our desires, taboos and fetishes originate in that vast playground. Now go play and share.
More to come,
Interesting how a male chastity device affects the brain. I had the same experience as you. One of the majors issues was the inability to simply touch my privates and hold it. Yet when I thought about the prospect of my spouse keeping me locked up for even longer periods, it caused my attempted erection to get even harder causing more discomfort. I started out in the CB6K, then the S version, now I'm in the Mature Metal Queen's Keep. About the only thing I could do when I'm feeling the way you describe was to find something else to do, chores, projects, or whatever. Eventually, the device becomes a part of you and you don't dwell on it as much, but the desire to simply touch and hold it never goes away. It certainly makes you focus on her more, which is good.
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing here. I am looking into the Queen's Keep. should I give it more time before I commit to that. How is it compare to the cb6ks?
DeleteThe QK is a great device although I think you would be well satisfied with the Jailbird or the Watchful Mistress, as well. It is much easier to keep clean than the CB and I don't get painfully stuck inside the cage. Definitely get the sizing ring set from MM. At the risk of being long winded, I'll tell you my experience trying to go custom. I had the idea that I wanted the cage to be small and snug so I ordered the smallest diameter size I could slip on my shaft using his recommendation for length (flaccid length minus 1/4 in). Bottom line, it was too painful to wear long term. My shaft felt sore and bruised when she removed the device for sex. I sold that one for $100 less than I paid and reordered one 1/4 in larger diameter than the last one with the same length. It fits great and can be worn long term. I was mistaken in that it is not a snug cage that holds the device on, its the correct space between the bottom of the cage and the bottom of the base ring gripping the scrotum. So my new one actually fits more securely than the old one. As far as a base ring, the same size that works on the CB will probably be fine to start, but you will gradually migrate to a base ring one size smaller. Regarding how much time in the CB before going custom, give it enough time to definitely nail down your base ring size and decide you are really serious about wearing the device. As far as custom metal versus CB, there is no comparison, metal is better.
DeleteI might add that there is a ton of good information on sizing a custom device plus wearing tips, as well, on www.chastityforums.com
DeleteWishful4, I'm so pleased that you're contributing your thoughts and experiences to my Secure Male's blog. I've stumbled across your comments on some of the chastity forums and you always have something well considered and helpful to share. I'm learning from you, too!
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ReplyDeletePrincess K,
ReplyDeleteThanks for your kind words. I feel so strongly that male chastity can be so complementary to the FLR. I'm always glad to be able to help someone even a little bit.