Well, last night, on TV, I viewed what I think are a couple of quite interesting and telling items. The two most popular shows on Showtime, "Californication" and "House of Lies" briefly discussed male chastity and portrayed a prostate massage respectively.
Now, I see the media arts, tv and film, not just as an entertainment source but, more important, as an expression of the collective undercurrents of our culture, with the power sometimes to predict, or indicate, trends before they surface into the mainstream. Therefore it is easy to understand how quickly I was alerted to these social messages while sitting on my couch, locked up, going on 10 days without release for the first time in my adult life. I would gladly welcome a prostate massage myself right now. For those of you who don't know what I am referring to go google it and let the big boys (and girls!) play here but I doubt that there is a reader nowadays who is not familiar with what I am talking about.
How interesting is that. That we, men, got our own "g-spot" now and that we are allowed, maybe even welcomed, to express our submissive side if so we wish. Hallelujah....
As I begin my first steps into the world of chastity and the exchange of power and control, having no idea where it would lead to, I am also striving, in my own way, to crack the code behind it all. It's unlikely to happen right now in this post but I invite you to join me on this search as there seems to be some kind of liberation and deeper understanding at the end of it, or maybe its just a fun experiment. Fun is good for you. Right?
Well, Let me think again. I do feel frustrated this morning. I want to come. My penis is growing against its cage and I just want to empty myself. Anything will do. Milk me with a strap-on, your finger, let me out and let me in. Kids, now don't try this at home...
Princess K and I have been apart for couple of days. Maybe that is why I am going a little crazy. If I could put my head between her legs for awhile I will feel better. I'll better go get me some coffee now.Fun...
More to come,
Thursday, January 31, 2013
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
First
You probably heard this before - "Be careful what you wish for".. Well, The secure male here will have non of that. I say, take responsibility for your life and celebrate that which you wish for because you will get it. But who knows, I might sing a different song months from now.
That is because this journal of discovery and exploration begins 9 days after Princess K took over the control of my orgasm and 3 days since she locked me in chastity.
I never knew that panic, dread, thrill and intoxication can coexist
but this is the recipe that the butterflies in my stomach are made of. The effects are quite strong already. I am indeed frustrated and semi aroused big part of the time. I pine for my penis (see "panic, dread" ) but just as much, maybe more, pine for Princess K (see "thrill, intoxication").
Princess K got the key and from what I can tell so far she may be too well suited for the position I asked her to take. Previously in my long term relationships I was never being respectful to or honest about my needs. I have always been adventurous and open sexually and I used that for pleasuring and fulfilling the other person. Something that I do enjoy very much indeed.
Many times we are so afraid to ask for what we want because rejection or refusal is like a death sentence to our self-esteem. Since it is so hard for us to truly love ourselves why risk loosing the love of others too.
But Princess K came into my life when I was, finally, ready for her. Having grown to be more accepting and loving of myself I was less afraid to express myself. And I knew that I will not go through another relationship with out being completely honest about my need to explore my kinks. I was ready to wish for what I wanted and refused to be careful about it.
So here we are. . Since I put on the chastity belt (cb6000s) and gave away the key I have not for obvious reasons indulged in any masturbation or internet porn. I will use the energy and the extra time to chronicle the experiences and the lessons that will come my way. ( you may thank Princess K if you like what you read here)
More to come,
That is because this journal of discovery and exploration begins 9 days after Princess K took over the control of my orgasm and 3 days since she locked me in chastity.
I never knew that panic, dread, thrill and intoxication can coexist
but this is the recipe that the butterflies in my stomach are made of. The effects are quite strong already. I am indeed frustrated and semi aroused big part of the time. I pine for my penis (see "panic, dread" ) but just as much, maybe more, pine for Princess K (see "thrill, intoxication").
Princess K got the key and from what I can tell so far she may be too well suited for the position I asked her to take. Previously in my long term relationships I was never being respectful to or honest about my needs. I have always been adventurous and open sexually and I used that for pleasuring and fulfilling the other person. Something that I do enjoy very much indeed.
Many times we are so afraid to ask for what we want because rejection or refusal is like a death sentence to our self-esteem. Since it is so hard for us to truly love ourselves why risk loosing the love of others too.
But Princess K came into my life when I was, finally, ready for her. Having grown to be more accepting and loving of myself I was less afraid to express myself. And I knew that I will not go through another relationship with out being completely honest about my need to explore my kinks. I was ready to wish for what I wanted and refused to be careful about it.
So here we are. . Since I put on the chastity belt (cb6000s) and gave away the key I have not for obvious reasons indulged in any masturbation or internet porn. I will use the energy and the extra time to chronicle the experiences and the lessons that will come my way. ( you may thank Princess K if you like what you read here)
More to come,
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