Thursday, April 4, 2013

Spring

It has been a while since I last posted here. It's time  to refresh and bring in the new spring which is, here in Chicago, trying hard to come out yet it is as if  Goddess Nature  is not yet letting it emerge from its cage... I guess one could claim that as far as the weather goes around here you can regularly experience her mean  teasing and denial tactics. Watch and learn all of you key holders out there.
Now,   I hope you all know that chastity can never fix a relationship and should never be used with that sort of expectation in mind. As princess K and I are moving forward in our still rather young relationship there is much for me to learn  in it about me about her and about my chastity life under her control.
So after a brief intermission, a lull if you will, I am locked again and things just may be different this time, improved may I dare say? I am more relaxed about being locked, more accepting, well maybe not when I am being teased and squirming.. but in most ways otherwise.  I found that complaining or wondering incessantly when will I next get released is somewhat missing the point. It can also be uncomfortable to say the least for the novice key holder or any one for that matter. And after all, giving the control over to the key holder should be first a gift we are offering with trust and affection and not just a burden or a choir.
  I've read about this emotional progression experienced by others and I guess that that is true for me too. The initial panic and anxiety subside and  then something more powerful, or joyful, in this exchange of control can begin. Same goes for the key holder I believe but I can't, and probably shouldn't speak for Princess K. 
Now on to the new spring.
More to come..